The Bodyguard - Chapter 42

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Title: THE BODYGUARD

Chapter: 42
Rating: Nc-17
POV: Taylor
Warnings: Language, Death, Crime
Chapter Overview: Link

About the Story: The death of their parents broke Taylor and Zac apart. Each of them went his own way of life, Taylor became a famous superstar and never thought that his profession would bring his life in danger someday. Blade (Zac) buried the past and lived his life contentedly in his dark and dirty world as a pimp. Because of some unexpected circumstances Blade got hired as Taylor's bodyguard and the brothers saw each other for the first time after almost a decade. How will they overcome the shadows of the past?

Authors Notes: Update Chapter 42 next Chapter in the following weeks. Enjoy ♡

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Taylor

I felt my cheeks burning. Just writing this was making me so embarrassed already. It feels strange to speak it out... and so awkward to think of it... I just have no idea how to get used to it that my little brother is my bodyguard. Sighing, I ran my fingers through my hair before I turned my attention back to writing.



I had to make a short pause before I could continue writing.




Suddenly my diary dropped down between my legs on the floor. I couldn't write anymore. My pen just slipped through my fingers.

I sighed. "Well done, Taylor." I didn't like unfinished things.

I was writing for a little while to not think about that I was alone at the moment.

With shaking hands I bent down to pick up my things from the floor with the tiny bit of strength I had left and put them back in my bag. Luckily, no people passed by the parking lot in which Zac parked his car, but I could watch some Mall costumers from afar coming in and out of the East entrance. Everyone of them might be my Stalker...

Please god, make that Zac will be back soon! I don't want to be alone anymore.

I didn't know what else to do than to pray for his come back. I impatiently waited for him to return.



Actually, I was used to be with and around people. I have always been a people person and searching for connections to other persons. I was melting in the crowd whenever I was on stage or hanging out with Skye, but everything has changed in the last few days. Now my situation has become very different.

I spite of the safety of my brother's car, I still felt afraid that my sick stalker would suddenly appear. He might be everywhere observing and watching me.

I huddled up uncomfortably on the back seat next to Bandito. Sitting in the back seat while no one occupied the front passenger seat made me feel just like a child. That was the least of my worries though. I felt nausea, my head was still heavy coz of hangover. I hated that I had began to bite my nails again, probably one of my worst habits.



I felt limp but I had to be strong for the many things to arrange. Thankfully, Skye was helping me to arrange the matters of Natalie's obsequey and Andrew was integrated in the investigation to search for traces.

And Bandito was here with me.



After I had put my things back into my bag, he cuddled closer to me. I laid my hands around him, in gratefulness for the affection and making me feel not alone.

I was still in deep thoughts when I heard the remote beep of the Lamborghini, I looked up and watched Blade walking towards it.



I still found it hard to believe that my little brother could protect me, but at least I wasn't alone anymore. And Blade seemed to be someone who wasn't destructible that easy of what I could tell about him so far.

Despite my insecureness how to feel around him, his arrival lessened my worries and fear about my stalker in an instant. I just needed someone's company.

Coz if I'd really have to die, the most scariest thing for me would be... having to deal with it all by myself.


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Comments

[jennifer-may.livejournal.com]

my lovely Taylor is back! He needs to realize that his brother is capable of taking care of him and that he would help him if Taylor will allow it.
He is so torn between his prudence and his heart.

[zacharygirl.livejournal.com]

Taylor's diary entries are pretty impressive, the way he analysed the differences between him and his brother. It is worrying that he don't know how to get used to it. I think Blade is right, they will have a serious problem if Taylor can't get used to it. But it's good that both of them are progressing...

[teamzaylor.livejournal.com]

yes Taylor's definitely torn, you summed it up perfectly. :)
For now, we Team Zaylor girls are celebrating coz these two are finally getting along well.. ;) Taylor will be able to sort his feelings out in the next chapters for sure. We don't want to spoil the rest of the story though, let's just see how Blade will help him realize it.. :) Thank you for the feedback! <3

[teamzaylor.livejournal.com]

We are glad that you like Taylor's diary entries! That way, we are also able to let him release his unsettling emotions through writing. He has plenty of worries in mind, but let's hope that their brotherly bond will prevail.. :)

Thank you for reading! <3 <3 <3